HARDSHIPS






My mood is swinging right now.
DEPRESS!!!
*sighs*



Yeah!
That is the major problem why I feel stress.

Last night a friend of mine told me a story.
When I listened to her.
I just felt like...

I climbed up a mountain to reach at the top of it.
And then a strong wind came...
I try to hold on tightly.
But then the strong wind came over and over again.
The last result was...
I fell into a dark hole.
To get out of it I have to start right from the bottom AGAIN.


Could you imagine...
you close to someone.
You listen to his/her words.
He/She curses that certain person.
You gave them advises.
But then, he/she told to that person...
all the words he/she told you is YOURS.
And then, YOU and THAT PERSON are having a BIG PROBLEM.
*INDEED...most all of you experienced it, right?*



FOR THAT PERSON !!!
I HOPE YOU READ THIS...


To: YOU
From: ME
*I wish I can mention her name*


"Why you told her that I was making up that story? Saya tak ambil tahu apa2 pun pasal dia. I knew her story from YOU! BECAUSE you are the closest friend of her. Awak kutuk dia depan saya. But then, awak cakap saya yang kutuk dia? WTH!!! You used my name...did you realized that you created this chaos? Still...you can smile and laugh and order me around to do something for you. What kind of friend you are??? Saya malas nak ungkit what I have done for you. But, saya paling marah...when you told her. Jangan minta tolong dari saya? HEY YOU! Awak sedar tak? Awak halang kawan awak untuk berjaya! WHAT MAKES YOU HATE ME SO MUCH? Arghhhh!!!"

I lost this battle.


"Whenever you need a shoulder to cry on...you have me. And I have been thinking all of this while...you'll be my shoulder when I have problems. THAT IS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE. I miscalculated about you. You make me as an umbrella. To avoid from getting wet...you use me as your shelter. When the sun comes out...you left me behind."


Abg umar was right.
I shouldn't put my trust on anyone.

RIGHT NOW...
I have to shut down this problem.
I must restart my life again.
SWIM THROUGH THE HARDSHIPS.




Thank you for telling me NNMR. LOVE YOU!
I need NKK and NS...CHIGEUM!

Gara2 masalah ni...aku sekarang tengah demam + pening.


Nak ke Mesra Mall tengok wayanggg!!!

GIRLS' DAY OUT




Oyeahhh!!!
I have had a lot of fun the past few days...




24th NOVEMBER 2012
Aku and lagi 4 orang kawan made a decision untuk ke MESRA MALL.
What forrr???



AHAHHH!!!
This is the reason why we were heading there...
To watch twilight..eheheee

JUST IMAGINEee~
Lepas beli barang kat WATSON, masuk kereta.
Kawan aku cakap macam ni,
R : JOM GI MESRA MALL?
T : AKU BOLEH JE TAPI KENE TANYA TUAN KETE AH
ME : ON JEWP.
N : N BOLEH JEWP. MOKNYER BOLEH DOK?
A : ERRR...MOK KENE TANYA AYOK MOK LU. 
*A called her father*
A : JOM...TAPI, MOK DEBOR JUGOK NI.
ME : ANIS PUN DEBOR GOK SEBAB DOK PENOH BWK KETE KANCIL JLN JAUH

Just like that,
kitorang ke MESRA MALL with my LITTLE LOVELY KANCIL !
Anyway, aku tak sangka pulak yang kereta tu boleh pergi sejauh tu.
Sampai kat Mesra Mall,
aku suruh R dan N pergi beli tiket meanwhile, aku, T and A cari parking.

Macam biasa...
SOLAT ... POPCORN ... CINEMA

ACTUALLY, aku TAK PERNAH layan Twilight.
I mean, that was my FIRST TIME EVER watched that movie.
QUITE SHOCK la sebab ada scenes yang...TUTTT!!!
Apa-apa pun, PEJAM MATA and follow the story until the end.
TOUCHING la jugak cerita tu, tp aku tak boleh nak menghayati sebab si A duk komen itu ini kat sebelah aku.
And I was like...errr...
 

CONCLUSION yang aku dapat time tu, kena pergi lagi sebab akan ada certita
WRECK IT RALPH.
Best gila trailer cerita tu. Cerita animasi 3D. Aku memang suka cerita kartun 3D ni, muehehe
MENARIK kan?
LOMPAT riang ria aidilfitri time tengok trailer WRECK IT RALPH dalam cinema.
THAT'S IT for that day.
*aku dah buang tiket, so tak leh nak tunjuk bukti*

3rd DECEMBER 2012
HERE CAME ANOTHER ON THE SPOT PLAN with Lyda and Fira.
Time tu ada closing ceremony untuk Pesta Konvokesyen UniSZA.
Since bebudak TESL have been forced untuk ambil PBSM sem ni, nak tak nak kami terpaksa berkumpul di padang tu la.
Tengah panas and under an umbrella yang nak patah.
Entah dari mana Lyda and Fira appeared in front of me.
OF COURSE LA HAPPY jumpa mereka kat padang tu 
sebab aku rasa aku ni macam lembu kena cucuk hidung ikut A sana sini sinun.
Kitorang cari tempat berteduh...
SEBAB
time tu PANASnya ALLAH sahaja yang tahu.
Tengah makan dengan sayang-sayang tu, tiba Lyda berkata...
L : Anis, jom gi mesra mall?
ME : Jom2!!! Nak tengok citer WRECK IT RALPH.
F : Nak pergi betul ke?
L : *laugh*
ME : Bakpe suka? Anis memang suka buat plan on the spot ni.
F : Kalau nak pergi, kena singgah bilik jap. Nak tukar baju.
L : Anis dakpe dok?
ME : Anis ok jewp. Cepat ah!
L : Sabor gok lu. Nok makan jap eyh...
ME : Arasso...

Camtu la kisahnya.
So, kitorang pun vroom...vroom...ke MESRA MALL.
Tengah-tengah on the way to,
sempat la jugak Fira belajar drive.

NERVOUSNYA...aku and Lyda je yang tauuu...

ALHAMDULILLAH selamat sampai kat sana.
Sampai je, terus pergi kaunter dengan harapan ada cerita WRECK IT RALPH.
Sekali pergi, tak tayang kat Mesra Mall.
Tu la padahnya pergi tapi, tak online dulu.
Maka terjadi la sesi perbincangan nak tengok cerita apa.
Aku lebih prefer tengok cerita Omputih kalau pergi cinema.
Yang ada time kitorang pergi...
- Life of Pi
- Rise of the Guardian

Discuss...punya discuss...

Ada clash sikit time bincang.
Asalnya Lyda and Fira nak tengok Twilight.
So, aku suruh la diorang tengok berdua.
Aku tengok Life of Pi.
Tiba-tiba, aku tengok ad Rise of the Guardian.
Watak animasi JACK FROST handsome sangat.
So, I made a decision to watch Rise of The Guardian.
Lyda on my side and Fira berbelah bagi.
FINAL RESULT...WE WATCHED...

What I can tell,
sangat rugi siapa2 yang belum tengok.
Aku tengok sampai menangis.
I repeat...MENANGIS.
SEDIH SANGATTT!!!

CHARACTER :
Jack Frost
Santa Claus
Tooth Fairy
Sandman
Easter Rabbit
Pitch <-- SANGAT JAHAT

SILA bawa satu kampung tengok sebab memang boleh di tonton oleh setiap golongan masyarakat.

EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A LAME STORY,
BUT THAT'S MINE.




Terkejut AFIQ-KUN time aku cakap aku ada kat Mesra Mall...hahaha. CUTE!^^

OUT OF SUDDEN




-tangan kembali menari di keyboard untuk update blog-

OKAY!
THIS MORING, 
I got a quite sudden message from Khalida Khalid.

SITUATION

Sleeping


*message ringtone*

Look at screen *LIDA*

Open message

*Sorry ganggu tapi nak gtau result dh keluar. Sekian, terima kasih.*

EYES WIDE OPEN

On-line with handphone

*Portal Pelajar Unisza*

Log in

Click at *Keputusan Peperiksaan*

*ALHAMDULILLAH*
Sambil lompat pergi kat ummi
Tell the result and KISS HER CHEEKS

REGRET
Even result okay, but aku menyesal sebab mengata lecturer aku sedangkan aku dapat A untuk subject beliau. PLEASE FORGIVE ME MY DEAR APK LECTURER.
I learnt new thing.
Don't judge your lecturers by their command.

TAK DAPAT TUNTUT HADIAH WITH UMMI DAN ABAH

 

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