Scattering Heart

After a longgg time, FINALLY I have something to write in this blog.
-SORRY my dear blog for leaving you alone for the past few months-

THE STORY BEGIN !!!

-whine-
I'm out of my mind...
I don't know what happened to me these days!
Seems like.....
-Ups and Down-

Have you ever been talking to yourself like crazy?
Ask questions that you never thought for the whole of your life?

 Do I love him?
 Am I really in love with him?
 Is he good enough for me?
 He fakes himself or not?
 What if one day he changes?
 Is it better to be single?
 Is he really meant for me?
 Should I break our relationship?

The MOST CRUCIAL question that came across my mind,

WHICH ONE IS THE BEST?
IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW
or
IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW

What makes me think like that?
Because from my reading,
most of people are happy when they live with someone that they don't even know, but that someone is REALLY into ISLAMIC THINGY.
Means that particular someone is good enough to lead a woman to ALLAH's path.

In a SIMPLE sentence means

You get my point there, right?

I wanna experience myself with that kinds of love.
Right now, I'm not to sure whether I'm doing the right thing or not.

Too much opinions about love BEFORE the marriage!!!

What can I do now is pray and sit on the sejadah.

I'm still seeking for HIS answers.

MAY ALLAH BRING ME TO THE RIGHT PATH.

آمين

I LOVE to share this sentence,

BILA TERLALU BANYAK YANG DILUAH, AKHIRNYA KATA-KATA HILANG KEMANISANNYA UNTUK DILUAH BUAT KALI SETERUSNYA.

CAN I TELL HIM THIS? If you're NOT READY to make me as YOUR ZAUJAH, I wanna END all about us -OKAY, THAT'S DAMN CRUEL TO SAY-