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JEALOUSY IS THE MAIN CAUSE

OK, pd hari yg indah sbgimna indahnya driku ini d ciptakan...cewahhh!!!

I na berstory-morry sikit.
Da agk lma x update blog.
Dolu2 bkn men smngt na update blog.

Brblik kpd title d ats.
Dolu I ada p 1 sklh...
*form d rhsiakn*

I stay kat hostel.
MALAS nak cter pjg.
SO.....1 hri time prep, I tdr <~prep bgi I brmksd stado...
Then mai la 1 group akQ senior nih and they called la sorg abg nma...let say ABG J.

akQ senior : J, cu mung tgk mke ye. ad meh nge mung jo.
ABG J : ye k? *tgk scra dekat*
aQ : *lam keadaan x brp na sedr cz bru trjga dri tdr*
ABG J : awk, kte ade meh k?
aQ : *geleng kpla*
akQ senior : ad meh r J. mu 2 org pe adQ-bradk
ABG J : ye x? awk, kte jdi abg nge adik r op? dh org kbo mke kte sme.
aQ : *geleng kpla*

OK, tuh antra dialog I n abg tuh mse 1st tyme kenai.
AWAT TAK BERSUARA?
1st, akQ tuh ttbe kejutkn I yg syok brmimpi d alam alice wonderland...ecehhh~
2nd, tuh 1st tyme abg senior mai na kenal dgn I.
3rd, I x bese ane ckp dgn llki cz sblm tuh I sklh agma prmpuan. so, sdikit jnggal.

Blik dorm, ad la akQ cun yg comey nih aq pngil kQ deanne <~pndi2 la korg pronounce

kQ deanne : eh anis...abg J kem slm. pstuh, dye pesan sok p prep at blok form ***
aQ : abg J yg ane? <~siyes mmg lpe..ho3
kQ deanne : abg J yg jpe anis tyme prep t tuh.
aQ : *ingtn da kmbli* *jwb slm*

so, esoknye I p la ber-prepkn dri d blok trsbut.
Smpi2 at kelas abg J tuh...
Rmi glee akQ2 n abg2 duk tgu khdirn I
TERASA MCM YB uollsss :D
sO, I un stdy la dgn abg2 n akQ2 tuh.
abg J byk tlg n ckp dgn I.
tyme stdy tuh bru la I tgk mke abg J.
SERIOUSLY, SANGAT hensem!!!
*anys, kawal aty*

Lps bbrp mgu duk study at blok form tuh.
I d kejutkn dgn 1 fitnh surt layg.
Isi surat tu, psl sumone yg suka kat abg J.
OK, mse 1st tuh org x amk taw sgt, but bila da smpi 3 helai surat layg.
Smua kat hostel aspuri syak I yg tulis siap duk siasat I n tulisan I.
I tgk jgk isi dlm surat tuh.
UNTUK INFO UOLLSSS~
dlu tulisan I agk lebar so, senangg org na tiru.
so, smua org pk I yg tulis urat tuh.
I sedih sgt cz I d pinggirkn hmpir smua wrga spuri.
org pakat jeling2 n umpat law trsrempk dgn I.
SUNYI GILA BHAI !!!
Lps kes surt layg tuh, I n abg J da x rapat.
QUITE UPSET

Tiap kli I trsrempk dgn abg J, I akn tndukkn kpla.
I un trpk jgk,

*AWAT aku tunduk? mcm aku plk yg uat smua tuh*
Actually, I trsgt malu na brhdpn dgn abg J.
law korg na taw...hal surat layg tuh trsebr smpi at aspura.
bdk2 llki yg len un pndng serong at I.

Utk thn strusnya, I n abg J tetp x brtgur sapa.
for ur info, thn strusnya tuh..brulh smuanya trbongkr.
upe2nye, ad slh sorg akQ dri akQ senior yg kenalkn I n abg J ske an abg J.
sbb jeles, akQ tuh uat surt layg.

aQ : *knp smua trbongkr lm mse yg agk lma*

akQ tuh un mai mtk maf.
I da mafkn akQ tuh. sbnrnya, kes d org nih da d laporkn at ketua warden aspuri.
ekutkn d org da x ley stay dri hostel. tp...

ketua warden : law awk smua nok duk kat asrma ning agi. awk smua kne mtk maf dgn anys. adQ yg uat smua duk fitnahkn tuh.

Utk pngthuan korg jgk, I mafkn akQ tuh sbb ikhlas la jgk <~cm x ikhlas jewp
Pstuh sbb akQ2 tuh duk jao sgt...xkn la d org na ulang alik nek bas mai sklh.
Lps dri tuh, kes I n abg J da senyp but hbungn I n abg J tetp tegang.
korg baygkn, btpa seksanya d tempt I.
da la duk hostel, pstuh d pinggirkn. I sorg...jewp.
p ane2 sorg jewp. smua org boikot I.
lps tuh, I amk kptusn kuar hostel

Tuh jewp slot drama smarinda yg na share...huuu~

I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ANYMORE BECAUSE I ALREADY MET THE BEST GUY IN MY LIFE...AFIQKUN !!!

Scattering Heart

After a longgg time, FINALLY I have something to write in this blog.
-SORRY my dear blog for leaving you alone for the past few months-

THE STORY BEGIN !!!

-whine-
I'm out of my mind...
I don't know what happened to me these days!
Seems like.....
-Ups and Down-

Have you ever been talking to yourself like crazy?
Ask questions that you never thought for the whole of your life?

Do I love him?

Am I really in love with him?

Is he good enough for me?

He fakes himself or not?

What if one day he changes?

Is it better to be single?

Is he really meant for me?

Should I break our relationship?

The MOST CRUCIAL question that came across my mind,

WHICH ONE IS THE BEST?
IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW
or
IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW

What makes me think like that?
Because from my reading,
most of people are happy when they live with someone that they don't even know, but that someone is REALLY into ISLAMIC THINGY.
Means that particular someone is good enough to lead a woman to ALLAH's path.

In a SIMPLE sentence means

You get my point there, right?

I wanna experience myself with that kinds of love.
Right now, I'm not to sure whether I'm doing the right thing or not.

Too much opinions about love BEFORE the marriage!!!

What can I do now is pray and sit on the sejadah.

I'm still seeking for HIS answers.

MAY ALLAH BRING ME TO THE RIGHT PATH.

آمين

I LOVE to share this sentence,

BILA TERLALU BANYAK YANG DILUAH, AKHIRNYA KATA-KATA HILANG KEMANISANNYA UNTUK DILUAH BUAT KALI SETERUSNYA.

CAN I TELL HIM THIS? If you're NOT READY to make me as YOUR ZAUJAH, I wanna END all about us -OKAY, THAT'S DAMN CRUEL TO SAY-

Miserable Heart?

I don't know what's wrong with my heart.
Sometimes it whispers that I wanna be alone

But, when I'm trying to be alone.

There are always things do not complete.

I'm confused !

I don't know what I want for real.

All this happens because of heart.

Today, wanna spend my time with my old friend

We Got Married

To Goguma Bubu (고구마 부부) ,

It had been a long year since you finished your broadcast for We Got Married (WGM). Not only me but all of your fans wish that both of you are real couple. YongSeo, you look great together !

Even though it had been a long time since WGM...

But,

I wanna see Yong~ Choding again

I wanna see Blushing Hyun~ again

I wanna see both of you teasing each other

I wanna see both of you trying to make surprise for each other

I wanna see Yong~ links his arm with Hyun~ and also holds Hyun's~ hand tightly in Yong's~ sweater pocket

I miss to watch both of you sit together and express your feelings.

I couldn't stop crying whenever I remember the last episode for WGM. I couldn't stop crying while watching both of you sing Banmal Song. Your fans know that you still miss each other too, right?

Yonghwa oppa loves Seohyun. So, Seohyun unnie...please accept Yonghwa oppa's heart ! He mentioned that he loves you. He missed the way you comfort him. Goguma fans wish that one day we can see both of you wearing your couple ring and Seohyun unnie wearing the necklace that had been given by Yonghwa oppa again! We always pray that both of you will be a REAL married couple in the future -^,^-