DON'T CALL IT FRIENDSHIP IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT


THEY TOLD ME THESE

TAK PAYAH JAGA HATI ORANG
KALAU ORANG LAIN
TAK NAK JAGA HATI KITA.

BIAR LA DIORANG TERASA HATI,
ASALKAN KITA TAK TERLUKA KEMUDIAN HARI.

DIORANG CAKAP KAU KURANG AJAR?
DIORANG PUN SAMA.
TAK PANDAI JAGA HATI ORANG




BLA...BLA...BLA...



They always told me those kind of advises...

 

they pour out their anger towards me!
When I'm not even care their feelings~
I WAS LIKE...THE HELL !!!

you all nasihat I jangan jadi lembu kena cucuk but then bila I rasa I tak perlu jaga hati you all at certain part, you all marah-marah I and cakap I tak kenang budi, tak reti jaga hati, tak pandai nak berkawan and SO ON.

...CONTOH SITUASI SEPERTI BERIKUT...

SITUATION 1
A : Pesal rmi je baik dgn aku bila diorg perlukn aku? Bila diorg tak nak, diorg layan aku mcm besi buruk.
B : Tu la...kau baik sgt. Yg kau p ikut kpla diorg tu pesal?
A : Mmg jenis aku macam ni. Org suruh, aku buat.
B : Kau ni mcm lembu la. Ikut je ke mna org tarik kau. Cuba jgn jdi lembut sgt.
A : Aku lembut???
B : Ye la...kau lembut. Tu psl kat depn kau, diorg pijak semut x mati. Blkg kau mcm mcm longkang.
A : Camne la aku nak jadi keras tiba2..? -,-"
B : Belajar katakan tidak. BIAR LA DIORANG TERASA HATI,
ASALKAN KITA TAK TERLUKA KEMUDIAN HARI.

SITUATION 2 (REVERSE)
B : Eh, jom p lepak? Aku tension la.
A : Takleh la...aku ada kije.
B : Penting sgt ke kije kau?
A : Penting la. Aku kne htr assignment sok neh.
B : Ala...mlm ni kau boleh buat.
A : Mlm ni..? Byk kot aku kne siapkan.
B : TAKPE AH! Buat la kije kau tu!
A : SORRY.
B : MACAM NI KE KAWAN?!!!
*B berlalu pergi dgn prasaan marah*


Did you get what I mean above..?
I cried for many times when it comes about friendship.
Its hard to endure the friendship pain.
It kills me inside.
I thought I have found the best friends.
BUT they treat me like SHIT !!!

I start to miss my late friends.
IFA AND YAYA.
That was the LAST TIME I felt
THE SWEETNESS OF FRIENDSHIP BOND.



Now I realize...the HIDDEN meaning of this sentence.

JANGAN PERNAH PERCAYAKAN SESIAPA SELAIN FAMILY.
MUNGKIN AWAK TAK FAHAM MAKSUD SAYA.
TAPI, SAYA TAK PERNAH PERCAYAKAN KAWAN2 SAYA.
SEBAB LAST SEKALI, DIORANG AKAN TINGGALKAN SAYA.
AND KHIANATI SAYA.

A guy told me that.
THANK YOU!
I WON'T FORGET YOU :')

\
TRUST YOUR BUDDIES???
PLEASE STOP IT !!!
A LONG-TERM FRIENDSHIP DOESN'T MEAN YOU UNDERSTAND YOU FRIENDS.
BECAUSE YOUR FRIENDS MIGHT HARM YOU.


MENGIMPIKAN BERADA DI ZAMAN RASULULLAH SAW DI MANA PERSAHABATAN UMAT ISLAM TAK PERNAH PUTUS DAN MEREKA SENTIASA BERPEGANG TEGUH DENGAN "SETIAP YANG ISLAM ITU BERSAUDARA". SWEET KAN? KITA TAK NAK SWEET MACAM TU KE..?

JEALOUSY IS THE MAIN CAUSE


OK, pd hari yg indah sbgimna indahnya driku ini d ciptakan...cewahhh!!!
I na berstory-morry sikit. 
Da agk lma x update blog. 
Dolu2 bkn men smngt na update blog.


Brblik kpd title d ats. 
Dolu I ada p 1 sklh...
*form d rhsiakn*


I stay kat hostel. 
MALAS nak cter pjg.
SO.....1 hri time prep, I tdr <~prep bgi I brmksd stado...
Then mai la 1 group akQ senior nih and they called la sorg abg nma...let say ABG J.


akQ senior : J, cu mung tgk mke ye. ad meh nge mung jo.
ABG J : ye k? *tgk scra dekat*
aQ : *lam keadaan x brp na sedr cz bru trjga dri tdr*
ABG J : awk, kte ade meh k?
aQ : *geleng kpla*
akQ senior : ad meh r J. mu 2 org pe adQ-bradk
ABG J : ye x? awk, kte jdi abg nge adik r op? dh org kbo mke kte sme.
aQ : *geleng kpla*


OK, tuh antra dialog I n abg tuh mse 1st tyme kenai. 
AWAT TAK BERSUARA? 
1st, akQ tuh ttbe kejutkn I yg syok brmimpi d alam alice wonderland...ecehhh~
2nd, tuh 1st tyme abg senior mai na kenal dgn I
3rd, I x bese ane ckp dgn llki cz sblm tuh I sklh agma prmpuan. so, sdikit jnggal. 

Blik dorm, ad la akQ cun yg comey nih aq pngil kQ deanne <~pndi2 la korg pronounce


kQ deanne : eh anis...abg J kem slm. pstuh, dye pesan sok p prep at blok form ***
aQ : abg J yg ane? <~siyes mmg lpe..ho3
kQ deanne : abg J yg jpe anis tyme prep t tuh.
aQ : *ingtn da kmbli* *jwb slm*


so, esoknye I p la ber-prepkn dri d blok trsbut. 
Smpi2 at kelas abg J tuh...
Rmi glee akQ2 n abg2 duk tgu khdirn I 
TERASA MCM YB uollsss :D
sO, I un stdy la dgn abg2 n akQ2 tuh. 
abg J byk tlg n ckp dgn I
tyme stdy tuh bru la I tgk mke abg J. 
SERIOUSLY, SANGAT hensem!!!
*anys, kawal aty*


Lps bbrp mgu duk study at blok form tuh. 
I d kejutkn dgn 1 fitnh surt layg. 
Isi surat tu, psl sumone yg suka kat abg J. 
OK, mse 1st tuh org x amk taw sgt, but bila da smpi 3 helai surat layg. 
Smua kat hostel aspuri syak I yg tulis siap duk siasat I n tulisan I
I tgk jgk isi dlm surat tuh. 
UNTUK INFO UOLLSSS~
 dlu tulisan I agk lebar so, senangg org na tiru. 
so, smua org pk I yg tulis urat tuh. 
I sedih sgt cz I d pinggirkn hmpir smua wrga spuri. 
org pakat jeling2 n umpat law trsrempk dgn I
SUNYI GILA BHAI !!!
 Lps kes surt layg tuh, I n abg J da x rapat. 
QUITE UPSET
 
Tiap kli I trsrempk dgn abg J, akn tndukkn kpla. 
I un trpk jgk,
 
*AWAT aku tunduk? mcm aku plk yg uat smua tuh* 
Actually, I trsgt malu na brhdpn dgn abg J.  
law korg na taw...hal surat layg tuh trsebr smpi at aspura. 
bdk2 llki yg len un pndng serong at I


Utk thn strusnya, I n abg J tetp x brtgur sapa. 
for ur info, thn strusnya tuh..brulh smuanya trbongkr. 
upe2nye, ad slh sorg akQ dri akQ senior yg kenalkn I n abg J ske an abg J. 
sbb jeles, akQ tuh uat surt layg.


aQ : *knp smua trbongkr lm mse yg agk lma*


akQ tuh un mai mtk maf. 
I da mafkn akQ tuh. sbnrnya, kes d org nih da d laporkn at ketua warden aspuri. 
ekutkn d org da x ley stay dri hostel. tp...


ketua warden : law awk smua nok duk kat asrma ning agi. awk smua kne mtk maf dgn anys. adQ yg uat smua duk fitnahkn tuh.


Utk pngthuan korg jgk, I mafkn akQ tuh sbb ikhlas la jgk <~cm x ikhlas jewp
Pstuh sbb akQ2 tuh duk jao sgt...xkn la d org na ulang alik nek bas mai sklh. 
Lps dri tuh, kes I n abg J da senyp but hbungn n abg J tetp tegang.
 korg baygkn, btpa seksanya d tempt I
da la duk hostel, pstuh d pinggirkn. I sorg...jewp. 
p ane2 sorg jewp. smua org boikot I
lps tuh, I amk kptusn kuar hostel 



Tuh jewp slot drama smarinda yg na share...huuu~




I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ANYMORE BECAUSE I ALREADY MET THE BEST GUY IN MY LIFE...AFIQKUN !!!

Shades Of Blue


-Nyet rindu dengan blog ni, BARANGKALI-

Assalamualaikum...
Disebabkan dah TERLALU LAMA tak update blog.
Nak la citer pasal TESL ANNUAL DINNER.
ANNUAL DINNER ye mak jemah sekalian.
Takde la grand sangat, tapi NOT BAD LA ^^

So, 22nd February 2013...
We olls yang involved in preparation and performance terpaksa move early la.
WHERE TO GO?
QUINARA AL-SAFIR RESORT
BUT, I went there with my little kancil.



Aku under performance.
MENARI TARIAN LENGGOK SI DARA.
That was my team...heee~

So, malas nak explain byk.
I kasi u olls tengok pictures.

TESL ANNUAL DINNER 2013
UNIVERSITI SULTAN ZAINAL ABIDIN (UniSZA)
SHADES OF BLUE
22/2/2013
QUINARA AL-SAFIR RESORT


Team Audio System -kot-

Ni la depa time rest -borak, makan, minum-


JOKER of the day ;D


Last practice before the real performance


Juniors requested this picture to be taken


Eh, tersama style la pulak! -with ALIF THE JUNIOR-


Borrowed Kak Zaty's hat^^


NAAIMMAH 


Farah requested this picture to be taken~

Wany and Ana

The GORGEOUS ANALIA!

Left : THE PRETTIEST AADHA, Right: THE ELEGANT NIK

TWIN? -Ummi and Imah:)

CUTE ONE, Ms. Nasha :D

SITI THE STYLO

FOREVER TOTEM FADZ...hehehe

Our FAVORITE DATIN :D

THANK YOU AZYAN FOR HOLDING MY CAMERA

That smile is YOURS, IQA -love you!-

MADAM SALLY with HER LIITLE PRINCESS, AIN !

BERTUKAR !!! kih3

TESL SEMESTER 6

TESL SEMESTER 4

TESL SEMESTER 2

Cepat2 la kahwin ye kak emieyra and abg poje ^^

Me with KAK POYO!!!

'EM

with quite cool couple from sem 2 ;)

THEY ARE OHSEM !!! :D

SUPERB VOGUE!

with abg joey

fizi and kak poyo :)))

3rd generation

SELCAM

the fashionistas

they called that cute..? O.o

YES! WE ARE CUTE...hehewww



oh, meeting belum settle :(((
 

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