OUT OF SUDDEN




-tangan kembali menari di keyboard untuk update blog-

OKAY!
THIS MORING, 
I got a quite sudden message from Khalida Khalid.

SITUATION

Sleeping


*message ringtone*

Look at screen *LIDA*

Open message

*Sorry ganggu tapi nak gtau result dh keluar. Sekian, terima kasih.*

EYES WIDE OPEN

On-line with handphone

*Portal Pelajar Unisza*

Log in

Click at *Keputusan Peperiksaan*

*ALHAMDULILLAH*
Sambil lompat pergi kat ummi
Tell the result and KISS HER CHEEKS

REGRET
Even result okay, but aku menyesal sebab mengata lecturer aku sedangkan aku dapat A untuk subject beliau. PLEASE FORGIVE ME MY DEAR APK LECTURER.
I learnt new thing.
Don't judge your lecturers by their command.

TAK DAPAT TUNTUT HADIAH WITH UMMI DAN ABAH

Scattering Heart




After a longgg time, FINALLY I have something to write in this blog.
-SORRY my dear blog for leaving you alone for the past few months-

THE STORY BEGIN !!!

-whine-
I'm out of my mind...
I don't know what happened to me these days!
Seems like.....
-Ups and Down-

Have you ever been talking to yourself like crazy?
Ask questions that you never thought for the whole of your life?
 Do I love him?
 Am I really in love with him?
 Is he good enough for me?
 He fakes himself or not?
 What if one day he changes?
 Is it better to be single?
 Is he really meant for me?
 Should I break our relationship?

The MOST CRUCIAL question that came across my mind,

WHICH ONE IS THE BEST?
IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW
or
IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE YOU DON'T KNOW

What makes me think like that?
Because from my reading,
most of people are happy when they live with someone that they don't even know, but that someone is REALLY into ISLAMIC THINGY.
Means that particular someone is good enough to lead a woman to ALLAH's path.

In a SIMPLE sentence means
You get my point there, right?

I wanna experience myself with that kinds of love.
Right now, I'm not to sure whether I'm doing the right thing or not.
Too much opinions about love BEFORE the marriage!!!

What can I do now is pray and sit on the sejadah.
I'm still seeking for HIS answers.
MAY ALLAH BRING ME TO THE RIGHT PATH.
آمين

I LOVE to share this sentence,
BILA TERLALU BANYAK YANG DILUAH, AKHIRNYA KATA-KATA HILANG KEMANISANNYA UNTUK DILUAH BUAT KALI SETERUSNYA.


CAN I TELL HIM THIS? If you're NOT READY to make me as YOUR ZAUJAH, I wanna END all about us -OKAY, THAT'S DAMN CRUEL TO SAY-
 

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