RINDU DIA ~


SIAPA SAYANG SAYA??? heee~

Sekarang saya rindu ARWAH TOK WAN saya


Saya still ingat lagi masa saya and siblings kecik2 dulu
Actually, my LATE GRANDFATHER seorang pesawah
Dulu, hidup TOK WAN susah
Mujurlah TOK WAN ada anak-anak yang dah bekerja and salah seorang anak TOK WAN ialah UMMI

Kalau balik kampung dulu, TOK WAN selalu duduk dekat bangku depan rumah tunggu kitorang balik
Sebelum balik kampung, ummi selalu suruh kitorang potong rambut
Ummi kata, TOK WAN tak suka rambut panjang2 and kalu tak nak potong nanti TOK WAN potong sampai botak


Pagi2 TOK WAN pergi sawah
Seperti biasa, kalau kitorang balik kampung
Kitorang yang akan tunggu TOK WAN balik dari sawah seblum zohor
TOK WAN ada satu basikal
NOW, basikal tu dah buruk TETAPI nenek saya masih simpan sebagai kenangan


Lepas balik, TOK WAN akan bersihkan selut2 yang ada kat baju TOK WAN
Kitorang tak pernah jijik dengan TOK WAN tapi, kitorang bangga ada datuk macam beliau
Masih terngiang2 kat telinga saya dialog2 TOK WAN time bersihkan baju2 beliau yang kena selut
"along, angah, fify...mai sat tolong tok wan. tok wan tak boleh keluaq dari kok u ni"
TOK WAN hulurkan tangan
Saya and abang saya try tarik tangan TOK WAN coz kitorang ingat betul
Rupa2nya, TOK WAN saja main2kan kitorang...TOK WAN tarik tangan saya and abang
Kitorang main gurau2 dalam kok u tuh
TOK WAN meninggal sebab apa saya tak tahu
Yang saya ingat, TOK WAN pergi masa ummi and abah pergi umrah
Kesian ummi, tak sempat jumpa TOK WAN
Saya dapat tahu TOK WAN dah takde dari Mak Lang
Mak Lang kejutkan saya dari tidur and kata TOK WAN DAH XDE
9/3/2002 was the last date I kissed TOK WAN

RAYA JADI TAK BEST TANPA GURAUAN TOK WAN TERCINTA !!! ANGAH SAYANG TOK WAN. SEMOGA TOK WAN TENANG DI SANA. UMMI SELALU PESAN HADIAHKAN TOK WAN AYAT2 AL-QURAN.  ANGAH TAK PERNAH LUPA BACA AL-FATIHAH AND YASSIN UNTUK TOKWAN. AL-FATIHAH~
nota kaki : saya simpan gambar TOK WAN tetapi saya sayang nak tayang gambar TOK WAN sebab TOK WAN amat berharga bagi saya. BELIAU satu-satunya dan tiada dua.

"header dan doodle free cik tempe"

SAYA NAK DOODLE FREE DARI CIK TEMPE YG CHANTEK, GORGEOUS NAD GLORIOUS...HARAP CIK TEMPE SUDI BUATKAN !!! heee~

Pesanan : Nak DOODLE COUPLE yup~

TAG !!!
SAYA TAG SEMUA BLOGGERS YANG JEJAKKAN KAKI KAT BLOG SAYA ~

cepat2...hot stuff x tgu korg keyh...
RINGANKAN JARI UNTUK GERAKKAN TIKUS KE sini

Tarikh tutup : 1 september (kalau ade perubahan akan diumumkan kemudian k. :) 

hatiku brmadah syahdu bila dapat barang free...hik3

The Holidays...YEPPY !!!



السلام عليكم

I'm so HAPPY !!!
The hard moments had passed and I'm HOME now !!!
Wooohoo !!!


Anyway, macam2 perkara dah terjadi after 1 months something at UniSZA~
It maked me HAPPY, CRY and TENSION in certain time
But, it's OK because I'm not alone

My dear always beside me
He trusts me
Even though it's my fault or the others but he pushes me to think POSITIVE !!!


YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE WHEN MY HEART's GLOOMY

Not ONLY him
Kawan2 I juga
They always support me when I'm about to give up


Picture above shows how did I felt when my family, my dear and my friends support me
I'm so GLAD having them in my life
( TOUCHING !!! )

OK, end up with the sad one !!!
If I'm not wrong...
Just left 3 days before HAPPY EID FITRI *correct me If I'm wrong*
Since everyone had maked their wished
This is my wish for my beloved persons


I'M SORRY FOR ALL MY MISTAKES TOWARDS YOU. TOTALLY REGRET IT MY DEAR. THANK YOU TO MY PARENTS. BECAUSE YOU I COULD SEE THIS WORLD FOR 18 YEARS. TO MY DEAR, I'M SORRY FOR HURTING YOU. I HOPE OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL REMAIN FOREVER. AND TO YOU FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU !!!
nota kaki : tak sabaQ nak raya. harap2 dapat duet raya bebanyak gitu !!!


THE BOOK OF TOMOOROW


RECAP~
I READ THIS BOOKS



WRITTEN BY


CECELIA AHERN



REVIEW :
Tamara Goodwin has always got everything she's ever wanted. Born into a family of wealth, she grew up in a mansion with its own private beach, a wardrobe full of designer clothes and all that a girl could ever wish for. She's always lived in the here and now, never giving a second thought to tomorrow. But then suddenly her dad is gone and life for Tamara and her mother changes forever. Left with a mountain of debt, they have no choice but to sell everything they own and move to the country. Nestled next to Kilsaney Castle, their gatehouse is a world away from Tamara's childhood. With her mother shut away with grief, and her aunt busy tending to her, Tamara is lonely and bored and longs to return to Dublin.When a travelling library passes through Kilsaney Demesne, Tamara is intrigued. Her eyes rest on a mysterious large leather bound tome locked with a gold clasp and padlock. What she discovers within the pages takes her breath away and shakes her world to its core.





IT TOOK ME ONE MONTH AND QUARTER TO FINISH THE BOOK

I HATE NEXT WEEK (:(


AUWWW~
CODY SIMPSON !!! heee~

ANYWAY...TAK NAK CITER BANYAK2.
JUST NAK STORY THAT,
I HATE TURN ON THE LAPPY JUST MAKING ASSIGNMENTS
*PRESSURE + DEPRESS + NAK BOMB ORANG*

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ABOVE : AT THE SAME TIME...ngeee~

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LAST BUT NOT LEAST, ARABIC ASSIGNMENT ^^
KENAPA ADA ARABIC???
ITU SUBJEK BAHASA ASING~
NO SPACE FOR MANDARIN SO, HAD TO PICK ARABIC !!!

ARGHHH !!!
PHONETIC? TESTS?
*yell* DAMN YOU HECTIC SCHEDULE !!!

kalau saya happy, benda buruk akan terjadi TETAPI kalu saya sedih, ada hikmah disebalik kejadian

Kuih Raya PELIK ~


(JUST IGNORE THE PICTURE ABOVE)
heee~
Is counting for "HARI RAYA"...yeppy!!!

My mother made a few type of "KUIH RAYA"
*kuih kacang, semperit, chocolate cornflakes n bla3*
I had tasted them just now !!!
They were awesome !!!
*thumbs up for my mother's cookies*

Oh yawww !!!
While surfing the internet, I 'ada godek2 gambar dalam facebook i'
My eyes rest on a  picture

Here it is :
(DO YOU WANT TO EAT THIS KIND OF COOKIES???)
*wondering the answer from boys*
Weird cookies right??? hahaha


NEXT WEEK : FOUR TESTS...ACTIVATE STUDY MODE~


Priceless Friendship

Friendship is the one of the most value bond for me
Why???
Without friends, we cannot survive
No matter if a few people proudly say, "I could survive without my friend !!!"
But still then, friends are the person who made us success in our life

I had two best friends and until now, I can't survive without them
How I'm gonna survive without them?
Just by memorizing our memory *either sweet or bitter* and automatically remember their advises
You know what~
Both of the had passed away *sobing*
They were Ifa n Yaya
Ifa dead because of "paru-paru berair" while yaya dead because the accident

Both of them are totally different than the others
No matter how bad I am
They accept me the way who am I 

When I through the most difficult day
I keep hoping that one day I will found a friend that quite similar to them
Even though I know that nobody could replace them in this tiny heart
I LOVE BOTH !!!

THANKS IFA AND YAYA FOR THE MEMORY
IFA - 2006 & YAYA - 2008

SEDAR DIRI UNTUK JADI DIRI


Right now it's 1:57am n officially, today is MONDAY !!!
OMG !!! I have a presentation TODAY !!! *sgt, sgt perghhh!!!*
Do I care what day is today??? *uat relax jewp ^^*

OK, straight to the main part of the title~
What I mean by "SEDAR DIRI UNTUK JADI DIRI"???
Actually, maksudnya ialah :
MEMANG KITA PERLU TONJOLKAN DIRI KITA. AYAT BIASA YANG KITA DENGAR. TAK PERLU JADI HIPOKRIT. TETAPI, UNTUK TAK PERLU JADI HIPOKRIT ITU, DALAM PADA MASA YANG SMA KITA HARUS SEDAR DIRI KITA. UKUR BAJU DI BADAN SENDIRILAH MAKSUDNYA ((:

Mari sini "ADIK ANYS" nak cerita !!!
AL-KISAH...

there was a girl. she came to our life about a few months ago. our 1st interpretation, she was so...cute n quite differ from other high class kids. after 1 week something, she showed off herself. I mean, THE REAL one. before this, it just the fake 1. we hate her !!! she used us and treted us like her puppet for her own advantages. we had been psycho by her. not ONLY us but the seniors too. she's CRAZY n totally MESSY girl !

she said she from richest family but the truth was totally different. If she really2 had a lot of money, why must she stole her friends stuffs?!! N said that hers. OMG, OMG !!! In this fasting month plk tuuuh. Please la. If nak tipu sekali pun, plan it first. Jangan lepas cakap je !!!

Then, she wore the most tight kemeja to the kuliah. she thought she was so gorgeous dgn jln ke sna kemari just to show her "SEKSA" body. the guys ap lagi, they shake their head n closed their eyes n said , "MAKSIAT MATA".

That what I mean. Ukur baju di badan sendiri. If u think that u have the biggest body, please wear politely. tak perlu la tunjuk lemak berlipat macam rumah flat tuh :D

KALAU DIRI ITU SUDAH MACAM HYPPO, TAK PERLU BERLAGAK MACAM BARBIE DOLL 

nota kaki : x taw na present ap utk kelas sir anuar nanti ! should I present about FATTY GIRL? =,="

Ben Ajak Teka Lagi...


korang2...abg ben uat Contest : Teka Dan Menang Ramadhan 3 ...

JAWAPAN
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SATU RASA DUA HATI 

*Saya kunci jawapan di atas..ngeh3*

nota kaki : kenyang *ALHAMDULILLAH*

Taktik Lelaki Hendak Memulakan Zina Terhadap Perempuan


Salam...boleh sy kenal dgn awk? Awk ni sopan la. Da lma sy prhatikn awk. Awk nmpk baik lebih2 lagi awk brtdung. sy hrp sgt kita boleh brknaln. org arab kata ukhuwah fi sabilillah.

- TQ sbb sudi trima sy. sy jnji akan jaga awk dan ikut syariat Islam. Sy tau sy bkn bdk baik tp, demi awk sy janji akan buat yg terbaik untuk awk.

- Ingat! Jaga aurat elok2 and jgn bagi org lain tengok. kalau kluar dgn kwn2 jgn jln sorng2. dah balik contact sy. sy doakn awk selalu.

- awk, knp x contact sy. sy risau awk keluar lama2 sgt. sy sedar sy xde hak pun nak tau. sy yakin, sy percayakn awk. sy rasa kita makin dekat je. mungkin ini yang dinamakan cinta. awk cintakn sy x? xpe la xnk bgtaw pun tp, sy yakin awk cintakan sy. TQ...I love u too ^^,

- awk slain dri ALLAH, Rasul-Nya dan family...awk syg spe? spe sy dlm aty awk?

- awk, dri mula2 kita kwn. kita asyik guna 'sy awk' je. mcm sy ni x special je. sy tringin nak mcm member2 sy. sy pnggil awk 'syg' and awk pngil sy 'b' ek? takpekn? pnggiln je.

- syg, kdg2 b tgk syg mcm x prcyakn b je. yela, b tny je syg pakai ap.

- syg, b nak syg taw yg syg la sgala2nya utk b. syg la pmbakar smgt utk b. b hrp antra kita xde rhsia.

- syg, kita selalu msg. boleh x kita jumpa? syg bwk la kwn2 syg utk teman.

- TQ sbb pngil b dgn pnggiln abg. da lma abg tgu syg pnggil mcm tu. takpe, abg tak nak paksa syg. "LA IQRA HAFIDDIIN"...hik3

- Hi ! syg buat apa tu? syg, abg nak tny. knp syg bwk 1 batallion bila nak jumpa abg? syg x prcyakn abg ea?

- syg, kte jumpa OK? abg suka syg pki tdung yg abg belikn tu. mcm wardina je. syg nmpk makin cantik. jumpa nanti, syg bawa sorng sudah la ye?

- syg, abg minta maaf sbb trsentuh jari syg td. betul jgk ckp syg TER-sentuh takpe. makin tebal cinta abg kat syg.

- Thanks sudi jumpa td. abg nak romantik sikit syg dah malu2. td syg dah brani tenung2 abg kn? td, abg tgk. kwn syg mcm suka je dgn kwn abg. tgk, ALLAH dah memberkati hubungan kita. syg dah sembhyg? miss you !!!

- syg, abg nak tny. cinta syg kat abg brp percent? 50% je??? syg, just nak tau je. rmbut syg panjang x? THINKING OF U AT THE MOMENT.

- Td terbeli tdung pendek yg abg bagi kat syg tu. syg htr la gmbr special utk abg pki tdung tu. wahhh! cntek gmbr syg, abg nk buat wallpaper hp n desktop la.

- syg cintakn abg brp pratus? spnuh aty??? thnaks syg, abg jnji xln tinggalkn syg.

- syg, da lama kita couple tp, takkan nak pegang tgn syg pun x boleh? thans for being understand ^^

- syg, syg kata syg cintakan abg. buktinya???

BERMULA LA ZINA SEBENAR

- hah? pregnant? camne tau? check balik dgn doktor!!!

- hah? kompem pregnant? utk kebaikan kita berdua, syg gugrkn kndungn tu, OK?

- nape plk taknak? x berdosa bunuh benda yg xde nyawa agi. gugurkan jelah !!! jgn timbulkan problem boleh x!!!

- x sakitlah ! nape manja sgt nih?!! benda macam tu pun tak boleh buat k?!!

- sorry syg. abg x leh temankan syg pegi klinik sbb abg takut trjumpa dgn family or kwn2 abg. nanti abg malu.

- What? RM5,000??? hey! kau yg pregnant, kau la cari duit utk gugurkan kndungn kau tu! bkn problem aku family kau pulaukan kau !!! kau tu yg bodoh !!! ingat kau cantik sgt ke?!! pegi mampos la!

- weyh! please ah! jgn call or msg aku. aku xde masa nak layan kau !!!

- (LOST CONTACT)

*wanita tersebut mati akibat proses penguguran
*si lelaki mencari mangsa baru
*kejadian trus berulang

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[ Contest ] Anda Bagi Gambar , Prince Bagi RM50 !!!


ATTENTION !!!
Korg, Prince uat kontest la...JOM JOIN !!!
CLICK HERE
I choose to join d 4th category ;
"GAMBAR BERSAMA BF"

Meh bce cter psl sy n pkwe sy ^_^


Sy, anys, da kenal dgn mr.koala, afiq, slma 7 thn lebih...sblm nih kitorang tak pernah keluar date tatpi, lepas SPM je, kitorang start our first date.
gambar at atas nih gambar 1st date kitorang.
tempat : Rasamas Giant
date : 22 Disember 2010
Kenangan x dpt lupa : Mr.Koala pusing2kn tgn dye at atas meja n dye goncang2kn kuah ayam smpi tumpah gara2 brdebar...hahaha *sy jgk yg relax*
(ABAIKAN TULANG AYAM tuuuh...hik3)

gambar kedua nih pula gmbr 2nd date kitorang...he3
tempat : Bowling TER
date : 5 Februari 2011
Kenangan lucu : 1st tyme tgk Mr.Koala maen bowling. ttbe trdetik at aty *ya ampun, cm EXPERT suda gayanya* n agi 1, tyme jari sy sakit dye ambik berat n ajar cara pegang bola elok2.
(ABAIKAN BOTOL AIR ITU..hu3)

Nih gmbr 3rd date kitorang...byk betul an???
tempat : Muzium Negeri Terengganu
date : 11 April 2011
Memory lucu : tyme date nih, kitorang trjpe dgn mat salleh n ad amk gmbr dgn d org...tyme amk gmbr tuh, mat salleh llaki peluk bahu sy. Mr.Koala membebel sorg2 lps sanapping. smua slh sy cz sy yg na sgt brsnapping dgn mat salleh tuh. apa2 un, Mr.Koala mmg kyeopta !!!

Our 4th date ((:
tempat : Masjid Kristal
date : 19 June 2011
Kenangan yg menyentuh prasaan : trsntuh aty sy...tyme nih, Mr.Koala bru aje blik dri famly gathering at Sekayu. sy da suh dye rest at rmh tp, dgn letihnyer...dy mai jgk jpe sy. THANS DEAR ((:

5th date sudaa *LETIH JARI KOT*
tempat : Pantai Batu Burok
date : 7 July 2011
Cute memory : tyme date nih, Mr.Koala bwk kamera so, kitorng byk snap gmbr2 cute...smpi kwn2 yg temn dgn ktorg jeles ktorg x amk gmbr d org...hahaha

Nih latest date ktorng ^_^
tempat : Masjid Terapung
date : 30 July 2011
SWEET MEMORY : sy still egt. tyme nih Mr.Koala suka sguh kt sy  cz bwk beg Domo Kun tuuuh. Last2, dye asyk pegng jewp beg tuuuh....hahaha *KELAKAR BETUL*

OK guys n girls...tuuuh jewp yg sy na share.
da lenguh kot jari2 sy nih. jari sy un na pose jgk~

.::SEBELUM TERLUPA::.
spe2 na JOIN , cepat2 lha...BECAUSE
Tarikh Contest!!
16 Jun - 30 Sept 2011(Tarikh tutup mungkin di awalkan)
SEKIAN !!!


saya x edit picture2 kt atas sbb bagi sy keaslian setiap gmbr itu prlu...sy x cntek dan sy x hipokritkn dri dgn mengeditkn lagi gmbr2 utk tnjukkn sy cntek...SEKIAN~

Adore HIM



92things :)



NAME : ANIS FADHEELAH BINTI MOHD SAFRI
AGE: 18
BIRTH DATE: 1 NOVEMBER 1993
PRESENT ADDRESS: TERENGGANU, MALAYSIA

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people in the right hand corner of the app then click publish.)


WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. last beverage = MILO
2. last phone call = ABAH
3. last text message = AFIQ :)
 4. last song you listened to = BEAST - FICTION
5. last time you cried = 3rd AUGUST 2011

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = NO
7. been cheated on = YES
 8. kissed someone & regretted it = NO
9. lost someone special = YES, MY BESTIES...THEY HAD PASSED AWAY :(
10. been depressed = YES
11. been drunk and threw up = NO

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. PINK
13. PURPLE
14. TURQOISE

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = ABSOLUTELY, YEAH !!!
16. Fallen out of love = YUPPP!!! HEEE ;)
17. Laughed until you cried =  YES~
18. Met someone who changed you = YES ^^,
19. Found out who your true friends were = YES
20. Found out someone was talking about you = YES
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = HUH ? NEVER...

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = TOO MUCHY MUCH !!!
24. Do you have any pets = NO
25. Do you want to change your name = NO
26. What did you do for your last birthday = MY FRIENDS HAD PLANNED SOME PRANK ON ME ! haha
27. What time did you wake up today = 0635
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = TEXTING / SLEEPING
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = GRADUATE !!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = TODAY !!!
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = BE LOYAL TOWARDS MY BELOVED PERSONS IN MY LIFE ;)
32. What are you listening to right now = BEAST - BEAUTIFUL
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= LOLZZZ...NEVER!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = BOOK PREVIEW! ROLE PLAY! TESTS!
35. Most visited webpage = http://qifanyssecreto.blogspot.com
37. Nickname = anys, angah, dlah, fadheelah, xuan, xuan mei fen, mei fen, pinku gurl, bb ((:
38. Relationship Status = T . A . K . E . N !
39. Zodiac sign = SCORPIO
40. Male or Female = FEMALE
41. Elementary = PASTI AL-FATHONAH! hehe
42. High School =  SMA KHAIRIAH
43. College = UniSZA
44. Hair color = BLACK
45. Long or short = URM...SECRET!!!
46. Height = 154 CM :')
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = YUP YUP YUP ;)
48. What do you like about yourself? = TOO MUCH~
50. Tattoos= EUWWW!!! GROSS!!!
51. Righty or lefty= RIGHTY...

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery= NOPE
53. First piercing = ...
54. First best friend = AIFAA aka IFA
55. First sport you joined = HANDBALL
56. First vacation = SCOTLAND
58. First pair of trainers = CAN'T REMEMBER...HUUU~

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = BLOGGING
60. Drinking = *FASTING*
61. I'm about to = MAKE KUEH RAYA...YEPPY!
62. Listening to = ADELE - ROLLING IN THE DEEP
63. Waiting for = POSTING THIS POSY...NGEH3

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = ABSOLUTELY ;)
65. Get Married? = YESSSSSSSSSS !!!
66. Career? = LECTURER

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = LIPS *PERHAPS*
68. Hugs or kisses= HUGS
69. Shorter or taller = SHORTER
70. Older or Younger = YOUNGER
71. Romantic or spontaneous = URM [DOT] [DOT] [DOT]
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = *THINKING*
73. Sensitive or loud = SENSITIVE
74. Hook-up or relationship =  RELATIONSHIP
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = TROUBLE MAKER

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = NO
77. Drank hard liquor = NO
78. Lost glasses/contacts = CONTACTS
79. Sex on first date = NO !
80. Broke someone's heart = YES
81. Had your own heart broken = YES :(
82. Been arrested = NO
83. Turned someone down = ALWAYS~
84. Cried when someone died= YESS YESS YESS :(
85. Fallen for a friend = HURM...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = YES
87. Miracles = YES
88. Love at first sight = YES !
89. Heaven = YES !
90. Santa Claus = SERIOUSLY, NOPE !
91. Kiss on the first date = NO
92. Angels = YES !



ON MY BED : I'M SLEEPY *yawning*
 

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